My husband is ready to quit yet either. Most of my family has COPD & right now I have bad asthma...that is my main reason to quit. I haven't been a closet smoker but it does make me feel bad about myself because I know God doesn't want me to be doing something that I know could harm my health. I have 3 kids and can't get on here a whole lot but if you need someone to talk to or vent to I will get back to you as soon as I can! God Bless you & hang in there!