I'm so glad I this site. My quit day is Sat. and I'm excited and scared. I've been in recovery for nine years. The biggest difference is that then my living situations were a complete mess and I knew what was the cause was. Now, I understand the benifits of not smoking but my life isn't totally F'ed up so I was afraid the motivation wasn't as strong. If that makes any sense. This site showes me that people go through the same feelings as with any addication. And the greatest tool of my recovery was sharing my feelings and hearing I wasn't alone and that many people felt the same way I did. Thanks guys!