I have been smoke free for 25 days and I am really struggling. My 16 yr old took off over 2 weeks ago I have no idea where he is I am going nuts and I really just want to have a CIGARETTE to calm my nerves. I feel I am going to relapse any minute no matter how hard I fight. Things were going so wonderful till now. It is getting really hard to deal with all this without a cigarette what do I do? I will keep fighting I just hope I win:( :( and over come the struggle.