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I'm a terrible sleeper, have been for years but I have noticed I have been having weird dreams since my quit. The one that keeps coming back is climbing stairs but than I drop something and have to climb again-now I know that this is a metaphor for the climb in becoming smoke free and dropping something is for the those times I have slipped or are thinking of having a cigarette. Do I ever get to the top or is it just a forever climb?
Sometimes dreams are just kinda jumbled up feelings. Sometimes weird dreams are from medications. Your ok! You got this!!
Keep taking one step at a time. Smoking is an addiction, as I am sure you know. A moment at a time...
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Good morning. I know what you mean. I smoked for 52 years. I did not know what was going to happen in my quit but I KNEW what was going to happen if I didn't. I wanted more life not less. I hung in there and one day things started getting better (it took a while.) You are doing this and one day you will experience the fruits of your labors. It is such a different better life. You will see.
I love this dream! You have fortitude and perseverance!
Love this- I am going to print it off and put on my fridge! Thank you!
I, too, think it's a GREAT dream...if you keep going, you will, at the very least, get to a landing so you can stop and catch your breath. This journey goes on for as long as we do but it DOES get much easier.
Ellen
Sometimes I like to belt fear in the stomach by saying things something like this...if, I must climb like this forever, that's ok, I't not too hard and I am willing. If I don't resize my worry, it grows and grows and grows. No doubt if you keep building your smobriety--the dream will fade into the mist...ur...away.
I don't read too much into dreams gramX2...but I can say, like you, been having some weird ones too...it must be a forever climb, because we have to work on the Quit forever...being vigilant and always growing...~ Be well...and hoping no more dreams...Happy Saturday ~ Colleen
I know it feels like a forever climb so early in your quit, but you WILL get there in real life (can't promise what will happen in your dreams!). You smoked for a long time, and this quit thing IS a journey - but I promise there will come a day, maybe after a few months, when you look back and realize you didn't think about smoking at all that morning. It is a gradual process and gets easier and easier. After awhile, you will notice you went a whole DAY without thinking about it. I don't remember when it finally happened for me, but eventually I didn't EVER think about smoking, except maybe in those rare instances where an association I hadn't relearned came up (like raking leaves) and I would think, "gee, a cigarette would be nice right now." By that point it's only a memory, and easy to dismiss with a shake of the head and "nah!"
Hang in there! Celebrate each day! Notice what physical (and mental) improvements you see.
Nancy