Successfully quit smoking last year for 4 months and didn't miss it a bit. However, there was a sudden death in my family and all of a sudden I was thrust to be in charge of everything. Started smoking again to "get me through the stressful period" but am still smoking about 1/2 pack a day. Have one left and want to rid myself of the whole business. I quit before with the help of this community. Blogged every day. Almost scared to go back to read my blogs on the previous smoke-free journey. So painful. HELP!