Successfully quit smoking last year for 4 months and didn't miss it a bit. However, there was a sudden death in my family and all of a sudden I was thrust to be in charge of everything. Started smoking again to "get me through the stressful period" but am still smoking about 1/2 pack a day. Have one left and want to rid myself of the whole business. I quit before with the help of this community. Blogged every day. Almost scared to go back to read my blogs on the previous smoke-free journey. So painful. HELP!
It is hard to admit we have failed, and embarrassing to know that we are weak when it comes to nicotine. I share your struggle, but know I can succeed. So can you. Know that this group is filled with people who have struggled like we are, been weak like we are, been embarrassed like we are, and they still succeeded. We can too. Personally, I need to not be too proud to lean on them, and be open to acknowledging that I am weak and scared, and I need other's help!
Greg