YoungAtHeart is right AGAIN, give that lady a piece of chocolate. I got sick many times while I was still a smoker and I would stop smoking UNTIL I felt better when my addiction would rear its ugly head and I would be convinced that it wasn't the smoking, after all, I was ALWAYS at much higher risk when I felt better. I suggest that you try another prayer...my husband who is a recovering alcoholic told me when I was really struggling and thinking that I would NEVER stop thinking about smoking or NOT smoking, that I needed to get down on my knees and I needed to ask God to remove the mental obsession. He said I HAD to get on my knees and that I might have to do it more than once but that he was certain it would help. I will admit that I was not too confident about that but I did it, I had to repeat it but there was definitely a change in how I felt and how I viewed smoking. This is a journey and we all have to try all kinds of things to stay on it, the important thing is to stay on it. I hope you feel better and that the puzzle works well, I played a lot of computer games...they kept my mind and my hands occupied.
Ellen
