Its been awhile since I last posted anything but it wasn't because I relapsed. I've been doing very well actually, still not smoking and I have 20 days under my belt. So why all of a sudden am I sad and missing the stupid cigarettes? I have no desire to actually smoke. I remind myself that I don't do that anymore and I don't want to smell like an ashtray and I have to believe they would taste horrible at this point, so what is the deal? Has anyone else felt this and if so please tell me when it will go away?!