Today is my 133rd day smober. I'd like to thank everyone here for sharing their stories. I read them daily. My question is...when or will I return to doing things I used to enjoy? For example, I have some sewing projects that I was excited about starting, back when I was smoking. Now every time I look at the projects, I feel overwhelmed and depressed. I can't get started. And sewing isn't the only thing. Somehow I associate the projects with the "reward" I used to get upon completion of job. The nicotine for sure is long out of my system. I really want to get back to the things that used to bring me joy.