If you're willing and able and have some freedom time under your belt, please share with me/us info about when during this process I will feel as though I am living again instead of just struggling. I feel far more enslaved at this moment and during these last few days than I ever felt while smoking. It's just a fight every. single. minute--unless I am asleep. I'm a true negative no-nic lately. It's very difficult to be around me right now. Ya' know?
Thanks so much. I'm off to buy some Doritos. Or a milkshake. Back shortly.
P.S. I'm on day seven. No nicotine; no smoking.