Just read an Ex-blog from 2015 that got my attention because I am pursuing the same idea of making some sort of visual activity of nicotine receptors dying off in the brain (I am a very visually-oriented person). Seamac (person with 2015 blog) suggested setting up some sort of game that would visualize this. Anybody out there tried any sort of activity like this? (I also looked up research studies on NRT and its effects on normalizing number of nicotine receptors: if I understood studies correctly, NRT does not interfere with receptors dying off). I am a chronic relapser, and have tried every proven cessation practice out there, except group support. There are no local, face-to-face, cessation groups in my county (even tried starting a Nicanon group in past years) but never tried online support groups. The only thing I've got going for me is my desire to keep trying despite chronic failure. Anyone???