Fond Memories

Discussion created by gettingthere on Jul 1, 2008
Latest reply on Jul 2, 2008 by carlie
I don't know about you guys, but sometimes the IDEA and ambiance of smoking pulls me back. For example, my boyfriend and I go to fall creek falls (a state park) often. We rent a fisherman's cabin and sit on the porch above the water and smoke cigarettes, look at the stars, and just talk. The memories of that often make me long for smoking when I am there. Or sitting on my stoop with my best friend smoking cigarettes and talking makes me miss smoking. Especially now, going through quitting and separation. When my boyfriend goes outside to look at the stars and smoke, I don't want to go becuase I don't want to start smoking!! Or when my best friend calls me to come downstairs and have coffee and cigarettes I say no because I don't want to be pulled into it. It just seems like the things associated with smoking can be so nice in my thoughts, I sometimes think I don't want to quit. Does this happen to anyone else?