Discussion created by Tammyzhere on Jan 8, 2018
Latest reply on Jan 11, 2018 by Giulia

25 days again

was able to change

the quit date

in one area

but not in the other area


still intermittently mad

for seemingly no reason

then I remember


oh that's right

I'd be smoking now

and somehow 

that calms me down


and it makes me mad

that i would have had

a month and 22 days 


instead of just 25 days

but what does it matter 


the important thing is

just not to smoke now

and it's a victory


even though I feel mean

and withdrawn and

upset and confused


cuz I wanna and I don't


of the 40 years

25 days isn't much


so it's ok

to be an ex