Tammyzhere

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Discussion created by Tammyzhere on Jan 8, 2018
Latest reply on Jan 11, 2018 by Giulia

25 days again

was able to change

the quit date

in one area

but not in the other area

 

still intermittently mad

for seemingly no reason

then I remember

 

oh that's right

I'd be smoking now

and somehow 

that calms me down

 

and it makes me mad

that i would have had

a month and 22 days 

 

instead of just 25 days

but what does it matter 

 

the important thing is

just not to smoke now

and it's a victory

 

even though I feel mean

and withdrawn and

upset and confused

 

cuz I wanna and I don't

 

of the 40 years

25 days isn't much

 

so it's ok

to be an ex

today

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