amandastewart79

Life is hard

Discussion created by amandastewart79 on Dec 2, 2017
Latest reply on Dec 5, 2017 by elvan

I was doing so good. My cravings were manageable. My mood was good. My determination was on point. And then life kicked me in the teeth. Hard! My life was turned upside down and I was filled with anxiety, fear, worry, anger, sadness and just pure craziness. In a blink of an eye. So I went to my go to vice and picked up a cigarette. Actually.....I picked up several. I set myself back a whole week. I'm so disappointed in myself that I wasn't strong enough to put myself in check. But at the time, smoking was the least of my worries and it was too new of a thing to bare any ground. But......I'm back on track again. Had a long talk with God and we've decided that the next time the devil throws tobacco at me during a storm, I will stand my ground. I may not be able to control all of the circumstances that come my way but I can choose how I react and how I handle them. Lesson was learned.......everyday is a lesson.

 

Peace people and keep on keepin' on!

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