Today is my quit date. I have been on Chantix for 9 days now. So far it has not been too bad. I think most of my panic today has been because I know I cannot slip up. I say this because I have a 12 week Nicotine test on Feb 21st, for surgery on Feb 22,2018. If I fail that test then they cancel surgery. This is not an elected surgery, this is a very important surgery that will hopefully fix a lot of health issues I have had for 3 years. Now I have gone on my own before I knew about surgery from smoking a pack and a half a day to going through 5 packs in 2 weeks. So less than 4 a day but its knowing I can't slip up. That scares me for some reason. I am ready to quit, just very anxious today.