okay, I got that I don't care any more feeling. I been quit almost 4 years...and times are hard, my son ans daughter in law are moving a RV into my back yard... and they have good intentions,... but basically I'm feeling like they will now be homeless,... maybe its not a mistake,... anyway I got a good whiff of his cigarette now I'm feeling like whats the use,.. I'm old I'm going to die anyway,.. I want to smoke.... just came here to get some encouragement... all I want to do is cry,... smoke and feel like a failure...
I am exhausted and I have to go to bed now, do NOT smoke...PLEASE, reach out to more people, we do not want to lose you.
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