Hello everyone, I need help, I've been a heavy smoker for 34 years, had two years clean on jan 19, day 3 on chantix, like to hear some experience strength and hope from other recovering addicts and alkys who have worked the steps on cigs. The only times I ever quit smoking were when I was in jail. God help me be willing. I AM POWERLESS OVER CIGARETTES, AND THEY ARE MAKING MY LIFE UNMANAGEABLE. I quit drinking, I quit doing meth, why should I listen to that lying voice in my head that says this is different? I said the same thing about methamphetimine, that maybe this drug was too powerful for the steps to work on. What a crock of horseshit denial that turned out to be. There is One who has all power, that One is God. Lord help me one day at a time, on breath at a time. I can not continue to indulge in self destructive behavior, it is not compatible with seeking and doing God's will.
