No Man's Land

[TW517]

I had the worst crave of my quit beginning when I woke up Thursday until I fell asleep Friday.  I remember falling asleep Friday thinking I can't wait to post in gregp136 's No Man's Land Roll Call when I wake up so I can complain about how bad I'm feeling.  I slept OK Thursday and Friday night, but the waking hours were non-stop misery.

Then I wake up Saturday morning and start going about my day until almost dinner time, when I realize I hadn't thought of nicotine once all day.  Same with today.  I've been up for 9 hours, and am totally crave/urge free.  This is what I hate the most about No Man's Land, the unpredictability of it.  I'm a number's guy.  A logical thinker.  I want cause and effect.  When I have a crave, (or have none) I want it to be explained by diet, exercise, amount of sleep, or something!  The randomness of this drives me crazy!

But the good news is I'm 62 DOF!  I'm nearly half-way thru this awful NML!