I got upsetting news last night and then 2 more really big disappointments. I've been a total crying mess all morning and haven't left my house because I want to smoke so bad. I have a patch on and have gum, and a vape if I want to use it. I have 2 weeks tomorrow under my belt and all that little monkey keeps telling me is that one won't hurt me. I can't stop crying and I am obsessed. I don't know what to do, I am really freaking out. I have no one to call.