I got news about work. I am going to a different location. I feel triggered to smoke. I anticipate a lot of stress because of the change. I will miss my coworkers. I know it’s a good move. I’ve been wanting a change. I am scared because every big change for me in the past has led to relapse. I’m paying more attention this time to prevent a recurrence.
i am back in contact with my ex-girlfriend. I’m waiting to see how it turns out. I am acting different. She is acting different. I don’t know if I want to get back together or not. I don’t know how close I want to be to her. I feel like I’m playing myself sometimes. I can’t move on if I spend too much time with her. This move to a different location will help with that. We won’t see each other all the time because we’ll be working at different locations.
Glad to still be a member of the site. I will reach out more during this period of transition.