The old feeling has returned of being down and not wanting to be at work. It had me craving a cigarette earlier. I just read through all the recent posts and I feel better now. All that’s left to do is go through my day. One thing that’s bothering me is I’m frustrated by the lack of communication at my job. It’s making extremely difficult for me to do my job. I am taking on additional work on top of doing my job. I don’t have the energy to keep doing all this. Yesterday I just went home instead of driving myself crazy trying to find clients. I’m angry that my coworkers aren’t doing their jobs, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I hope it gets better. If it doesn’t I’m finding a different job.