I am almost done with week one. I have work left undone. I am procrastinating. I refuse to work 12 days in a row, but that is my reality. I want a break. All the procrastination has made my weekend unpleasant. I have only had one strong urge to smoke. It was a few minutes ago after eating a meal. I am going to work after posting this blog. I’m going to hide from the clients because I don’t feel like giving. I want more alone time. I just have to do some paperwork. I’m grateful for my commitment to my recovery today. I am not trying to handle this on my own.