Rough morning

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I had a weak moment this morning, thinking about smoking. I tried to visualize what it would be like if I smoked. I asked God to restore me to sanity, to get me out of the mental state where I thought smoking was an option. I fill more committed now. The cravings I am having today are nowhere near where they were earlier in my quit. I told my sponsor about the cravings and I made a commitment to call him before I smoke. I feel funny, but I don't think I will smoke today. I know I don't have to even if I have cravings. I have a choice.