Last Wednesday we got the news my Brother N Law wasn't doing well and was taken off the vent. It has been 5 of the hardest days of my life having to watch someone I love fade right before my eyes and watch all the family hurting. Last night we had to say our goodbyes to a great man. He has been in the family for 40 years and not only my brother n law, he was like a father figure to me, my best friend and a big brother. He was always there for me. He will truly be missed. My heart really hurts, The great thing through all this I didn't have to leave his bedside to go get a fix, although, I did have one quick fleeting thought of wanting a smoke, but it left as quick as it came. I am so thankful to all of you for all your support. I am so greatful to be in this family. Thank you for your prayers and support. Hugs to all of you.
