Nervous

[samillervzw]

My quit day is approaching (Oct1) and I am more anxious than ever. It’s really making me nervous. I want to succeed but I can’t imagine not smoking. All I can see right now is me freaking out and being angry all the time. I’m not generally an angry person and I don’t like the thought. But I have to do this. I’ve been trying to put my focus elsewhere but it never fails that a thought of smoking comes up quickly. So I start over. Why am I so dang scared to quit? I always thought no one likes a quitter... but I know in this situation it’s ok to be a quitter.