Frustration

[rinabaybee0818]

I quit for two days then started again because when I'm triggered examples me and my boyfriend get into an argument, or with my mom or after I'm done eating I hate the simple fact that I'm trying to kick this bad habbit my boyfriend talks down on me for it it breaks my heart I wish he would be more understanding my family hates that I smoke as well but still are very supportive and understanding but my boyfriend I guess I can understand because his uncle passed away from cancer but for him to smoke a cigarette then put me down when I smoke is crazy he just quit as well and is now putting me down about smoking saying he doesn't want to be with a person that smokes it freaking hurts the fuck out of me and when I ask him to be more supportive and understanding he says no and says he don't get why I can't just quit he's actually one of my triggers to smoke I've been smoking since I was 13 I wish it was that easy to just stop I ask God to help me quit as well at the end of the day I know I need to quit