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LOST IN THE SMOKE SCREEN

pmt
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Hello All, hope you are all doing well.  My life's been in a bit of a whirl wind.  As you know I lost my 62 day quit on June 21 when I lost Mia, my loyal dog.   While I struggled trying to get my mind back in the right place to quit again  my mom took a fall, on June 29th.,# struck her head and never regained consciousness.  She passed away peacefully on July 3.  Geeezeee, in Oct. I lost my brother, Nov. I lost my sister, now Mia and mom.   I go from being numb, to angry to heartbroken.  I know many, many others have had much worse losses than mine, I'm not looking for pity, just your words of wisdom and strength that hopefully will help to get me started once again on the smoke free path.  I was so proud of my smoke free days, now I keep telling myself....tomorrow and then it's tomorrow and so on.  Thanks for listening my friends.

pmt

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From: Chicago, IL & Crivitz, WI Reside in Quincy, CA Retired