I am not smoking, and haven't been for 45 days. I can't seem to own my quit.
I don't FEEL like a non-smoker in my head, and I worry I could slip up if I don't start
looking at smoking as an awful thing instead of something I'm just not doing. I don't
know if anyone else understands what I mean. I've been smoke free for longer than
the 45 days, but I started my count once I stopped the chantix too. 45 days without
anything. Maybe I will always be one of those non-smokers that would still love to
smoke- but just won't.(?) Maybe the high just hasn't hit me yet.
