Why doesn't it feel real?

Blog Post created by partymarty on Jul 31, 2017

                 I am not smoking, and haven't been for 45 days. I can't seem to own my quit.

     I don't FEEL like a non-smoker in my head, and I worry I could slip up if I don't start

     looking at smoking as an awful thing instead of something I'm just not doing. I don't

     know if anyone else understands what I mean. I've been smoke free for longer than

     the 45 days, but I started my count once I stopped the chantix too. 45 days without

     anything. Maybe I will always be one of those non-smokers that would still love to

     smoke- but just won't.(?) Maybe the high just hasn't hit me yet.