At 9:00 PM PST tonight, I will have made it to 50 days. I feel so good about this, and I have felt great in this quit. I am moving slowly through No Man’s Land, taking it one step at a time and protecting my quit and holding tight to it. Despite the craziness of this pandemic, and uncertainty about whether or not I will have to go on unemployment, (if I do hopefully it will be temporary), I am staying strong and confident with this quit. I try to get on every day to do the daily pledge, I am doing the patch and wellbutrin (only 3 more weeks on the patch), and i’m doing quit smoking meditations that i find on youtube at night. Which by the way help SO much.
what is different about this quit? I tell myself every morning when i wake up that I love myself more than the poison I was ingesting for so long. And life is much better as a non-smoker. I feel better, i look better, i’m sleeping better, and my lungs are healing. This is the best thing i have done for myself in years. To all the newbies reading this: don’t give up. It is so worth it. And if I can do it, anyone can. Stay strong everyone!!!!
