I’m now in my 42nd day of freedom. Yesterday was hard, last night was harder but today it feels a little better. I guess with each big, rough wave that hits me, I get stronger and stronger as I maintain this quit. I’m feeling good today. I mean not everything in life is sunshine and roses but I definitely feel a world of difference from where I was last night. Just going to keep pulling through, taking life one moment at a time today. And I know once I pass more hurtles it’ll start getting easier. Patience is the key. For all of you newbies out there, no man’s land can be challenging. But please, please hold tight to your strength and your quit. And stay close to this website!!! XO