Onto Lucky Day 13

Blog Post created by mpnaegle on Jun 11, 2018

Good morning!  This weekend was hard--I had a lot of free time (on Sunday when I was completely off from both of my jobs) and found that I was thinking about smoking a lot.  It was hard, but I stayed strong in my quit and fought off each thought as it came.  There is also a lot of uncertainty in my life right now--in July I will be out of my fulltime job, I will thankfully still have my part-time job and there's also the possibility of collecting unemployment, but that doesn't pay a lot.  So life is going to change a lot in the next few weeks.  I'm finding that I'm worrying about my future a lot now.  I have a lot to be grateful for, and I'm not going to sacrifice this quit for anything.  All I have right now is today, and I will take it one step at a time.  I know everything is going to work out.  One day at a time.