Good morning! This weekend was hard--I had a lot of free time (on Sunday when I was completely off from both of my jobs) and found that I was thinking about smoking a lot. It was hard, but I stayed strong in my quit and fought off each thought as it came. There is also a lot of uncertainty in my life right now--in July I will be out of my fulltime job, I will thankfully still have my part-time job and there's also the possibility of collecting unemployment, but that doesn't pay a lot. So life is going to change a lot in the next few weeks. I'm finding that I'm worrying about my future a lot now. I have a lot to be grateful for, and I'm not going to sacrifice this quit for anything. All I have right now is today, and I will take it one step at a time. I know everything is going to work out. One day at a time.
