Startinging back to day one

Blog Post created by mcsmom on Apr 13, 2019

Well I've slipped and smoked the past two days.  Those few days that I didn't smoked down the drain.  But then again it wasn't cause by smoking it showed me why I was quoting in the first place. Coughing, tongue felt awful, I smelled and don't let me forget the taste.  Ahh I have fussed at myself everytime I sit up.  But why did I not just walk away.  The hold it had on me.  I say it like that cause I see the hold now.  I see where I fell at a little better so 6:00pm. Was my last i am going to beat this.