When it comes to Busted Quit Excuses. they all boil down to this:
It was never a matter of, " I can't", it was always the "I won't!"
It was never a matter of, "I couldn't", it was always the: "I wouldn't!"
It is all Junkie Mind Thinking.
No matter how Powerful, baffling and Cunning our Dis-ease is, the person you must stop kidding is that one in the mirror.