I am new to this site. I came across it while google "Quit Smoking Motivation." I quit a few years ago, which lasted two years (smoke free). Now I have been at it again for about four years. I am feeling defeated because I am finding it harder to quit now. I am trying to slow down my smoking as I approach my quit date (4/19). I fear once it comes I will just give in again. Its hard to breathe (I have asthma) and I am constantly worrying about lung cancer. Yet, I still smoke.