Have you done an assessment of your quit?
Have you gone deep into the emotions you create/perceive in the interactions with those around you?
Do you get pissed off thinking about it?
Don't stew, that does nothing, think it through.
By now you should be thinking clearer and getting away from the old
"retreating into cigarettes" mentality.
Things change. What changed?
Relationships? Outlook and goals?
Maybe it's time to examine where you think you are and if you are willing to reinvest and strengthen relationships to feel love, oneness, loyalty, and, continuity again?
Don't Go In Circles
move forward with the important things in life.