Hard

[jbliesmer]

You know what would be easy? To smoke. 

This is hard. This is harder than anything I have ever done. 

This is a huge mind game that never ends. You cannot rest on you laurels. You must be alert and aware at all times. You must constantly remind yourself of your why. 

60 days of freedom and I feel like the last week has been the hardest. 

Getting my wisdom teeth out next week. Guess why I put it off for 20 years? For a damn cigarette. Long overdue