One Whole Week

[jbliesmer]

This is nothing more than my own personal rant/brag.

I did it. Saturday was rough. I just felt terrible and couldn't sit still. I don't ever want to feel like that again.

Sunday was easier. 

Monday was my first day at work as an  EX.

And now, here we are Friday. And I am doing it.

I find myself now driving with my left hand. It's funny because hubby says he is too.

I feel so much better you guys. Not tied to the nicotine. Not wondering when my next fix was coming. 

Not wondering how many cigarettes I have left. Not even thinking about them.

I sit on the deck. Tip my head back and just breathe. 
I can smell. 
I can taste.

I can run.

I gave up nothing and gained so much.

~Jaime