indingrl.01.06.2011

PEOPLE

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Sep 7, 2017

I walk to library to meet people......to make a friend it was SUGGESTED TO ME to be a FRIEND.....for ME and I am talking about ME not anyone else....so PLEASE take what helps and let go of the rest....thank you....I was decided to ask God for help a llllloooooonnnnnngggg....LONG...time ago.... how to be friends with MYSELF....because you cannot give away something you DO NOT HAVE.....so I love me today and I am my best friend to ME and MY Lord Jesus....My precious Holy Spirit who leads me....because I ask Him.... day by day to love and meet others along MY path....the local library in MY community has a quite room where they set up a table to fix a jigsaw puzzle....they have a sign that asks...please leave some for others to fix too......so I obey the rules....for a couple of months I stop by fix a few pieces yet didn't meet anyone....then TODAY... I met Ellie...so sweet and gentle and very pretty....a quite soul....full of love...these are MY thoughts of Ellie....anyway...before I use to just like people who treated ME like crap....I didn't know any better since I am a survivor of MANY ABUSES AS A CHILD...yes I made peace and sought professional therapy in 1988 for all the crap.....TODAY....I ask the Holy Spirit to help ME...I spent the morning with another of MY friends...I met her 5 YEARS ago...and she is willing to get to know ME and ask questions about Jesus and the bible too which is MY FAVORITE talking and sharing Jesus love and the Word of God...the Bible.....I TRY to remember to walk everyday.... God willing and TODAY I  choose to walk the park paths by MY NEW apartment...the park has a path with a tons of trees....so beautiful......then I came here with plans of fixing puzzle and blogging to all here and let you know to MY CHOICES are for loving people and the NEW adventure of meeting NEW PEOPLE.... to be MY friends.....those My Holy Spirit leads ME to are very kind....remember...these are STRANGERS....people that come to the library....anyway....I didn't have to use NICOTINE for courage or for meeting NEW PEOPLE...I prayed and I really enjoy fixing the puzzle and I was directed by the Holy Spirit to take it easy ....I have a tendency to get VERY EXCITED and JOYFULL.....at meeting NEW people....AGAPE LOVE SETS ME ON FIRE TO LOVE PEOPLE...just like God loves ME AND ALL OF YOU TO IF YOU DESIRE HIM..YOUR CHOICE...Ellie is Gods gift to ME..MY BELIEF......and I also have FAITH to BELIEVE... Ellie and  NEW PEOPLE will soon be a puzzle friend too...DOUBLE LOVE GIFT FROM GOD.....then a gentleman came in and we both said hello...I asked if he would like MY chair to fix puzzle...he said no he has to go home for lunch ...he spent too much time on computer.. I said I have to go and eat lunch too and thanked Ellie for fixing puzzle with ME and it was very nice meeting her...I ask Holy Spirit to help ME remember her name...I am getting better at remembering names...PROGRESS......I just wanted to share that I NEVER paid attention with love leading ME to get to meet NEW PEOPLE...today...I do and I am so grateful to have friends to talk with ....fix a puzzle at library with....and most of all for God blessing ME with ALL OF MY RECOVERING FROM NICOTINE FAMILY here....thank you ALL for teaching ME to share MY heart with new PEOPLE and trust God's AGAPE LOVE...not human fleshy love with strings attached...some PEOPLE ARE LIKE THAT....USERS....FOR SELFISHNESS....I KNOW PERSONALLY BECAUSE I USE TO BE ONE... UNTIL....MY Lord Jesus saved ME....I am so joyful to be healed in those areas so I could love me and be a friend....to ANYONE...I meet today...even if it is just to smile at....or say good morning in passing.....YOU NEVER KNOW....it was SUGGESTED....smile....you speak first and to NOTICE PEOPLE first......we all want to be LOVED.. to have friends...I know I do...so I am stepping OUT and making the FIRST MOVE...also...staying QUIT no matter what TOGETHER WITH ALL OF YOU....this NEW NICOTINE LIFESTYLE.... is well worth ALL the pain I went through to know in MY HEART...I am a TRUE FRIEND for I know I am loved by God....God loves you and so do I.....please remember smile at PEOPLE.....you NEVER know you may save their life!

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