indingrl.01.06.2011

PAUSE

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Sep 1, 2017

I was taught 6 YEARS ago...when I first stopped using nicotine....my thoughts were OBESSIVE and MY main objective was to USE NICOTINE for everything in ME and MY new RECOVERING LIFE in Christ.... I WAS CONSTANTLY THINKING OF USING NICOTINE ALL THE DAYS LONG......PLEASE take what HELPS and let go of the rest......THANK YOU......so it was SUGGESTED TO ME..it was SUGGESTED TO COME HERE AND TELL ON MYSELF AND MY THOUGHTS.....I was taught to PAUSE....BREATHE....PAUSE...... by MY brother Jonathan to PAUSE.....BREATHE.....for every I thought I had of USING NICOTINE.....so I took the SUGGESTION and I still apply the PAUSE.... when dealing with life on life's terms for ME......TODAY.....before I do anything in MY NEW NICOTINE LIFESTYLE..PAUSE..THINK WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT....in MY EARLY RECOVERING...THOUGHTS WERE CONSUMED WITH SMOKING MY 50 CIGS A DAY AT THE END OF MY USING NICOTINE..... thoughts were so obsessive that NOTHING I CHOSE TO HELP MYSELF WORKED....so I would blog... blog...... blog..... BEFORE I took that first puff over ME..... I remember it was SUGGESTED to PAUSE....come and blog and let everyone know what was going on in MY NEW NICOTINE FREE LIFESTYLE and MY OBSESSIVE THOUGHT LIFE....I confessed MY thought life in the NEW life was OLD THOUGHTS....NICOTINE THOUGHTS CONSUMMED MY EVERY THOUGHT.....I was told to go to whyquit.com and watch videos...read nicotine free books by those WHO it worked for them....try it and if it doesn't work for you TRY another's example that they are WALKING AND STAYING QUIT.....PAUSE......also to come here to this site and read the BLOGS of those staying quit..i still MISS THE OLD SITE..so I PAUSE and change MY THINKING attitude of gratitude for MY acceptance that NOTHING STAYS THE SAME...I can be a PART OF THE SOLUTION....or be SELF-CENTERED to be part of the PROBLEM.....this suggestion to PAUSE...and take the NEW suggestions OFFERED IN LOVE....to TRY......these NEW IDEAS and suggestions....I have thrown away ALL MY OLD WAY OF THINKING.......I would PAUSE...I would not take MYSELF so serious for laughter is the BEST medicine to  HELP ME let go of MY PRIDE......these PAUSE were taught by many many besides these I am listing here......Tommy...Froguelady.....Barbara.....Cindy.....Iriseyes...Izzy...Terrie...some of these people don't come here any longer......I would PAUSE and remember Doris who has now passed away....Doris helped ME everyday by loving ME and teaching ME to love this NEW WAY OF LIVING WITHOUT USING NICOTINE OVER ME.....everyday Doris left ME love graphics.....I love and miss Doris....I remember Laura who USE to come here and no longer does....taught ME TO PAUSE.....to get a menthol cough drop and breathe to get a NEW thought and say out loud...I no longer use nicotine....I remember Peggy who would encourage ME to PAUSE and think of others ABOVE MYSELF she always did....... I remember to PAUSE and be grateful I can breath after 38 YEARS OF USING NICOTINE....that PAUSE was taught to ME by my beloved brother THOMAS...attitude of gratitude I could BREATHE FREELY.......I remember G who was so pissed that I kept CHANGING MY ICON.....the PAUSE G taught ME was to let go of all MY CONTROLLING OLD WAYS....to be of SERVICE in tough love just like G was given.... the PAUSE I was taught by my beloved brother Denny.....who is no longer here .....he gave ME a new thought.....THINK....THINK....THINK......If one of us is going to use nicotine I feel sorry for you.....which I still PAUSE and thank MY Higher Power who is God...by his grace I PAUSE and surrender ALL OF ME....to God's perfect will for ME to PAUSE and try to help ALL those who suffer from nicotine.....PAUSE....has helped ME....to mind MY own business and remember to use MY experience at being taught a NEW WAY OF THINKING AND LIVING....for ME.... is to PAUSE.....give God thanks FIRST and come to blog MY experience at living ONE MOMENT AT A TIME....and to pass on the knowledge and wisdom freely given to ME....this is the one TOOL that helps ME....I was given many FREELY by others STILL HERE.... to PAUSE and thank ALL OF YOU.... even though.... I HAVE NOT NAMED YOU HERE IN THIS BLOG....THE LIST WOULD BE TO ETERNITY.....if I have NOT typed your name PLEASE PAUSE ......and know.... YOU ARE IN MY HEART FOR I HAVE MET ALL OF PEOPLE HERE IN MY SIX YEARS OF TRYING TO BE OF SERVICE TO ANY WHO SO EVERS....in Jesus name amen HOORAY FOR JESUS!

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