To all the newbies on here, this freedom of yours is going to get much easier, I PROMISE you that. Those are the words I hung on to every time I cried and wanted to break down and have that stupid poison cigarette. I came here to Ex and read through my craves. I went and watched videos of people who were dying from cancer due to smoking. If they took the time to share their journey, I took the time and gave them the respect by watching it. It is due to this site and them that I am poison free. I took it one minute at a time at the beginning. I felt like a chicken without a head, I kept saying ' this has to get better ' . I remember breaking down at week 3, and just crying and crying. I felt like I lost my best friend. But after that good cry, things started to look up. Smoking just wasn't an option anymore in my life. I looked at it like, if I wasn't going to go out and do lethal drugs, why in the heck would I go and buy smokes. The frigging things make your life so hard. You're paying the a%$holes to kill you. So chin up and be strong! My life is so much better. I can do my workouts without feeling like my chest is going to explode. Things will get better
I PROMISE
