http://www.quitsmokingonline.com/course/the-psychology-of-belief/beliefs-and-smoking/ This site that you all recommended is so good! I am in the middle of reading it, and my eyes and my mind are really opening up. So thank you for suggesting I go and check it out! It's like the door of freedom is opening and I just need to walk through it! Never had this feeling before on quitting, so I am excited!