Hard time

[fentresssa]

Today for some reason I have wanted to smoke all day.  I think it is because I forgot to put my patch on.  I am using the lozenges but they are not helping.  I think I am going to go put the patch on.  I feel so tired and stressed out.  I wonder what I am going to do when I don't have the patches anymore.  I can't help but feel kind of depressed.  I guess I am in the depression stage of grieving and it is getting to me.  I just want to feel normal again.  But some good news since it's been almost two weeks of not smoking I have managed not to put on any weight.