It's almost the end of the month, so that will be 2 months of not subjecting myself to cigarettes. Strangely, I've not wanted a cigarette, although I think that I miss the rush of having it in my system, or something like that. Honestly, I have no idea, but the idea of tasting one does not appeal to me. SUPER grateful for that. I wish that I could say that I go through the day being thankful for not smoking, but there are times when I wonder why I quit. Thankfully, I'm more grateful than not. I like being able to sleep and I love the idea that I don't have to wonder where they are and how many I have left to finish out the day. Addiction keeps you from experiencing the fullness of life, even though life might not always be easy. I complained about the little things when I should have complained about being hooked on cigarettes. I just keep blogging and working through each day. I can hardly wait until the day comes when cigarettes won't even be a consideration. So far, so good.
