What do you do when the pain kicks into over drive? It forces you to quit what your current activity is! that is what happened to me today. I was out working my dog when the pain in my back made me stop. I can only walk so far anymore before my body gives way, I can't carry anything. I figured out what task my dog can do for me, now I just need to figure out how to train her to do it. she is my rock my world right now. she is my everything and my distraction. I have a daily outside blog that I do just for my quit smoking that I started to publish to the public so they know what a real quit looks like and feels like, but I tell them EVERY QUIT IS DIFFERENT, I also grind my gums a lot because at 46 I have already lost all my teeth from smoking and having 6 children one every year for 6 years. I'm waiting for disability to shit and get off the pot so I can make some other major life decisions as well. So much for not talking much today my life seems to be in other peoples hands and my quit is the only thing I have control over. I PLEDGE TO STAY SMOKE-FREE TODAY AND FOREVER FROM THIS DAY FORWARD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
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