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Blog Post created by constanceclum on Aug 22, 2017

I just want to get it all out. It's still extremely hot here in NC. I have a 200 foot gravel drive which is very difficult to walk on due to my weakness and balance issues. That is where my mailbox is and I do walk to it when I'm feeling up to it. Than I am at a hilly, curvy highway with no sidewalk and hardly any shoulder. The speed limit there is 45 so most people go 55. That is why I'm so looking forwar to pulm. rehab. I have done it before and it works well for me as far as strengthening and endurance go. I have never needed O2 while there or in the day time but I do use it at night.

 

My phone stopped working yesterday. If someone calls me, they can hear me. When I call out, they can't. I'm trying to figure out the best way to go because I'm saving pennies like crazy for my trip and all these co-pays for Drs are killing me. AND I'm getting zero support from my husband. He's never been good around illness but I've tried telling him that I'm at my breaking point now. I'm scared to wake up for fear of what new will go wrong. He is not helping me with this phone decision. I have wanted a new server anyway. AND my housemate is drinking again and he's the sloppy, falling-down kind of drunk that gets on my last nerve. Scott at least told him to stay away from both of us when he's drinking so we'll see how long that lasts.

 

Thanks so much for letting me vent some more. My anxiety level is off the chain but hopefully I'll be better tomorrow.

 

Connie

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