Still here

[constanceclum]

Thanks everyone for all the comments and encouragement. I can't use the computer like I use to because of the irritation in my eyes. The computer really makes it worse but I have an eye apt. on Tues. Also need my cataracts checked, my vision is getting really blurry.

This week has been really hard. I have this evil demon living in me that I don't like very much. Normally I'm pretty calm and easy going and I don't remember being this hateful with prior quits. I know every quit is different but I really don't like myself right now.

I'm not about to give up though. May this time in a month or so I'll remember how horrible this is. 

Hope you are all having a great w/e. Love you all

Connie