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Goodnight Day 12

breakthecurse
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2 7 125

It’s time to put Day 12 to bed. 

This journey to freedom has not been easy. There are days when I feel fantastic and free, but most days I want to crawl out of my skin.

I want to run and hide.
I want to be anywhere but in my own reality.

I want to scream.

I want to vape.

I want coronavirus to end.

I want my normalcy back.

I want to vape.

I want my aging kitty to be ok.

I want to rush life to the end so that I have all the answers, NOW.

I want the little voice that tells me “just one vape” is ok to GO TO HELL.


I’ve prayed to make it this far and I should be proud, yet instead I feel lost. I feel bored. I feel lonely. I feel defeated. 

I’ve hidden my vaping addiction for years from everyone I know and now I’m left to deal with withdrawals alone. 


Good night DOF12, thank you for holding me tightly.

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