Nervous Breakdown Today

Blog Post created by bookee6 on May 31, 2017

OMG....I do not know what happened today but my anxiety got me today.  For about 3 years now I have had upper back pain.  I bent down to do something and felt a tear in my back and it has bothered me since.  Sometimes the pain moves from my back to my chest which would scar a smoker into thinking they were having a heart attack. . Last year I went to the ER to make sure I was not having a heart attack. Not a pleasant visit.    All my test result were good no heart attack.  Lately the pain is getting worse.  Most likely because I have knee pain so I am limping and  my whole body is hurting.  So I went to the Urgent care doctor last week and they did some test and once again everything is ok. Today I don't know what came over me I had to take my son to the doctors for a bad reaction to poison ivy and by the time I got to work I had a meltdown.  I was in my HR directors office just crying. 


I am feeling better emotionally now but pain in my back is till there.  I am going to take some Motrin and rest.  I am leaving for Las Vegas in a week and half so I am going to relax and enjoy my time off.  When I get back I will be going to the doctors.  If I have another episode like today I will be going sooner.


thanks for letting me get this out!!.  Just have a tough time.  Today it has been 3 weeks of freedom