Im back

[beccalynn35]

This time im more ready than I have been before. I quit smoking in places I normally smoke at, and have honey sticks, pretzels, and pistachios for my car, and when a craving hits. 

Also, last time I quit I was really depressed (im bipopar) and ended up in hospital. I wanted to die, and not smoking wasn't important anymore. Now I am stable in mopds, and have the ability to keep myself busy. Like do chores, color, take dogs on extra walks. 

Today is day 1 in not smoking. I'm doing pretty well. 

Car is still hard, and evenings too, but I'll get through. 

Have a nice night

Here is a pic of my 8 month old puppy!