Day 8 is hell for me

Blog Post created by beccalynn35 on Apr 7, 2017

On day 8, 3rd time I've been here, but I've never made it to day 9 because I cave to the crave. 

Tonight is no different. I am craving fiercely all evening long. I get some time off when I'm busy, but I'm tired now and i want a cigarette. I know it will taste horrible, I know I'll hate myself for it. I think of getting COPD or dying of heart attack but i keep on craving. I feel like I won't make it. 

Oh god please help me get through this night smoke free and sane! Thank you