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Need some serious help

beccalynn35
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I've been smoking for about a week now. Hating it, but feeling weak. I want to quit again, but have the fear I'll just give up a week into it like I always do lately. I've had a quit last a year before, and I'm trying to figure out what held me together then but not now. 

I need some tough love. I hate tough love, but I need it i think. I don't want to die or live with copd. 

I also start a new job tomorrow where I won't be able to smoke. So im quitting tomorrow. 

Many reasons why, that's just one more. 

Please send me things to read about cig smoking

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I've been smoking since I was 13, and I am going to be 42 in a few days. I have had 2 quits that lasted 11 months. I have been trying to quit again now for over a month. I would get 4 days smoke free, then smoke for a couple then get 4 more days ect... I'm bipolar, with an anxiety disorder and ptsd. I'm also an alcohlic. I go to a group for dual diagnosis for these, as well as AA meetings. I also see a therapist and a psychiatrist regularly.